Love is the only thing...

I seem to find my self in weird little situations becuase of love.. or lust... or whatever you like to call it... just like every one else does...
I see her and i'm like wow... from first glance i cant take my eyes off of her... and it goes further than that... i meet her.. she's an angel... makes me want to be everything i can be and more... the way she looked at me... the way she did everything... left me in a haze... i couldnt talk and i didnt know my right from left... WEll... it always starts good... thats a lie... usally it doesnt... but it did this time...
I get to know her... she impresses me even more... then guess what... i tell her i like her... well wow a mistake right there... she tells me she likes me to... i would like to state though that one of the reason why dating doesnt work out... is because of expectations... i think that one kicked me right where it counts... well this is the part of the story line where we say we will get to know each other a little bit better then date for some time... but most likely for longer becuase short relationships suck... but you cant always plan those sorts of things now can you... well i will tell you right now... plans like that will never work out to the T... well we got pretty close... and then it hits.. the one thing that i always expect... the girl getting scared... well it happens with the guys too.... Now if you can get through this... with her still by your side then some things really working there... but this is a very hard thing to over come... its not the girls fault and not the guys fault it just happens....
Im going to end my story slash babling and get the point... there are some things out in that world that are beautiful and are plan out amazing... like that girl i fell for.. but if you think you can have it all then... you will be misserble becuase you cant....
some times you just have to let go and go for the silver... that girl i fell for.. is most likely never going to be my Girl friend.. which is ok... God most likely doesnt want me dating right now anyways... but she can be my friend.. it will be weird at first most likely but... you know what... Any one that can make you happy and that you can make happy back is worth going through some hardships for.. even if sometimes it doesnt feel like its worth it... But thats what true love is all about right?